It is strange to think that I haven’t seen you since years; I have seen the celebration the New Years and other festive but not you. I have been traveling to places and I have seen the most beautiful sight and faces in the world but nothing of your beauty. All the places that I have been, and everything I have been through just seems nowhere and nothing because you were not there. When we had to end it, the shards of my broken heart is so small that it could even pass through the eye of a needle. Now my life is moving on like everybody else; my time is just moving on with no meaning because you were what that’s missing.
I wish I could end this letter with hope, because I believe that love should end with hope. I want to believe that hope guides me and that is what gets me through the day and especially through the night. The hope that after you have gone from my sight that it will not be the last, but we both live in different worlds now, and the only thing I have are the memories and pain to remind me that you existing for a short period of time in my life.
And I end this with all the love in this world to you and your new born.
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