Day 4

Christmas, Christmas, Christmas

… has always been a holiday that calms me and gives me inner peace. Knowing that the year is almost ended and I’ve survived another year and will be looking forward to another year ahead.

Yet this year, it feels like a stab to the heart. The carols playing… the adverts on that’s airing, the decoration and ever the prints on the latest Starbucks card are like salt rubbing on this wounded heart of mine.

It’s so fucking hard

… knowing that this is going to be the last Christmas we will ever spent together.