Don't Go Away...Forever and a Day

Damn my education because I am just out of words to say to you right now, I am probably the biggest jerk who deserted you not once but twice. But believe me that it wasn’t about another person and it is not about loving you. It is just that I feel myself changing into another person each time I give in to you. I know it is for the better that you want me to change, but somehow I am just not ready to go there; I wasn’t ready to let go of all my pain, because all these pain are the only thing that makes me who I am today. I know I broke your heart the first time. But somehow, I think fate has a sick sense of humor when it brought us back again. After 9 months, right after you just broke up with your boy friend. It was entirely my fault to think that I could make it this time, again when you got too close to me, I find myself in the same position and I had to sew myself shut. I don’t know if you would ever understand it, but I hope that you would find a place in your heart to forgive me for not being able to go through with it.

It is just ironic that the favorite song that you always asked me to sing to you is Oasis’s Don’t Go Away when the thing that I was best in doing in our relationship was going away from you. If it is any consolation to you if I say that you have been the one who gave me the courage to sing again. I hope that you are doing well without me, because having me in your life equation just simply spelt disaster. Lastly, I thank you for introducing me into the world of blogging because without you, I wouldn’t have discovered the joy of blogging.

P.S. I don’t know what has gotten into me, because Oasis’s Don’t Go Away keeps playing in my ears and every time I pick up my guitar. That would be the first song that I play and i would play it as if the song was a lamentation.

Oasis - Don’t Go Away (LP Version + Acoustic Version) Click here to Download

Noel Gallagher from Oasis singing Don't Go Away - Chicago 1998.
It just couldn't get any better than this.

Written for his mother when she was near death.
Probably the most beautiful song by them.

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